I’m have been single going on 25 years, because my ex was a cheater and a was abusive! I decide in 2023 to start dating again! This has been a difficult decision because of the trauma my ex put me thru and on top of that my health is off, for I am trying to get weight so I can get a needed heart transplant! Plus my age of 54 scares people off to! I want a monogamous relationship and be treat as a equal! But, said health condition I don’t want someone is needed because I am lonely!