i’m sorry if there are christians who are mistreating you because you don’t know the truth. i think sometimes we come across as angry because we’re so desperate for people to know that they can be saved and free, and we forget along the way that our presentation matters. i don’t know the people who have talked to you about God, nor do i know how they presented the topic to you, but i hope that you can look past those who have hurt you and see the truth of God someday despite human failure. ❤️‍🩹