I still can't handle my emotions well. But God knows I am trying really hard to be better than this. Tomorrow, I will be shooting my shot to run my first half marathon in a race but just had a breakdown few hours ago. So instead keeping this bottled up, I will use this pain to fuel my run and also reflect on my shortcomings. May the Lord guide me by giving me strength and his deliverance. 🙏 Here's Papa wearing my last trail run shirt event to show me his full support. 🥹