I don't ever go out and party or go out period.... I don't hang out with friends or go to cook outs... I don't go anywhere but work and home .... My mom's and sisters and the store .... I don't have sex or fuck buddy's.... I seriously don't do anything or talk to anyone.... I'm starting to get depressed..... Been gaining hella weight and that has to stop to..... My demons won last time and I definitely ain't gna let em win again....