I’m so tired of everything. I’m so tired of having to keep trying to act like everything is okay. I’m so tired of trying to be positive and hiding my negative thoughts. I’m so tired of feeling like I got to have everything together. I’m so tired of acting confident and brainwashing myself to believe I deserve love when in reality I gave up believing it for me long time ago. I’m so tired of just trying… and yet I still hold on to that little hope out there feeling like an idiot