i just cant handle this feeling in me please lemme rant in here. kasi ba, the moment i realize at my age i still have nothing to be proud of. i wanna cry of all the discouragement! palamunin pa rin! i dunno when to start im still so dependent. im afraid riskin’ onto something i want to start with as my stepping stone, but i dunno whats keepin’ holding me back! is it i have fear of rejections? i have fear of failing? why would i afraid if it is worth riskin?.. PRIDE? LACK OF MOTIVATION? i dunno!😭