I remember feeling so alone and it was then I started to feel like an only child. My mom had all my siblings with different men. And the disconnect between us all was strong esp with me not growing up in the house with them. She didnt have the emotional maturity to know how to keep us feeling connected either. So moral of the story is. If your out here having kids with different men or women. It is your duty as a parent to make sure you kids know and love one another. Cuz when your gone