I feel I am a failure in life,i am so lost, I am so sad, I am so young without any hope, I cry at anything, I fake my smile but not working anymore, I am so lonely, people around are so happy and carefree but all i do is want to seat in a corner and keep quiet, I have no one to blame for this,I have no genuine friend, I am tired, no one to tell,even if I had I wouldn't it would seem like I am seeking attention and am not grateful, I am trapped 😢 😔 😞 I hate my life