The first few months or even years po talaga ang pinakamahirap when you move abroad. Andyan yung homesickness, combined with nag-aadjust ka pa sa work, sa mga bagong taong nakikilala mo. Trust me, you are not alone. And trust me, there’s so much more beautiful things ahead. If you feel like it’s a toxic working environment, you can try searching for a new one. It’s too early to give up and umuwi. Trust yourself, but most importantly trust God’s plans for you.