I listen to Christian music that talks about sex and drugs. Talking about sex and drugs isn’t always bad. It’s the context of how they are talked about that makes it good or bad.

Christian music is pretty stinky

For all the back and forth in the comments just draw closer to God and read the word and see how you will change not because you try to change. Your desires will eventually change automatically. Listen to what God is speaking to you. You will be able to discern right from wrong.