Normal sis, bnyk kan istigfar

normal. rasa mcm you are alone. rasa mcm you lose yourself. rasa mcm you cant go back to your old self. rasa mcm now you have a very big responsibility. and the world is not about u anymore, its about your child. your child come first before u. its feel so dark. kdg2 saya ngis sorang2. no one told me about this feeling. darkness. my husband was very helpful. but i still feel that way. and i love my son so much regardless. tapi sekarang anak saya dah 2 tahun. perasaan darkness tu dah hilang♥️.