Have u ever felt so lost, that you turn to allah? Thats exactly what allah is doing, he removes something or someone, just for you to turn to him and cry to him, to elevate you, to take u places you never reached before. Allah’s test is not because he hates you, its because he wanted to say “trust me, rely upon me, im near, im here for you, here is what i reward for my servants who are patient”