I've been riding a very fine line between general melancholy and actual depression for about a year now. Some days, I wonder, will this be the day I fully tip over into depression again? The last time I went full depression was in college, and it was NOT. GOOD. I'm really good at masking it from others though, which isn't great either. Not sure what I'm hoping to gain from posting this, but I felt the need to write it out.