Motherhood can be super lonely. I love my child to death jujur ckp. Tapi otak ni 101% pikir kat dia je. Jarang sgt pikir psl diri sendiri. Ada hari (all the time) kita ni mmg x terurus pun. I dont look like myself, i dont feel like myself, i dont have a lot of friends like i used to, i dont like asking for help. Kdg2 i cry in the shower utk luahkan semua benda. Nak sedih sekejap, xpe. Yg penting kena kuat utk anak no matter how bad you want to breakdown and cry. My child needs me, and i need him