My mum passed on 1st Jan this year. It's gonna be her 1st death anniversary soon. Me and siblings dunno how to handle that emotions. Usually, we look forward to the new year, a new beginning. Guess every new year now, will always brings us back to that fateful day. Just very emotional lately... We have moved on, but seems like we are stucked there still.We visit her pusara regularly, make duas for her but the pain is still heartbreaking... Ppl say it takes time, but my heart.... GrievingDays