Every single day love. For seven years I fooled myself into believing my alcoholic, narcissistic, husband, who had severe anger issues. I believe his lies of I will protect and provide, that I was the only woman you loved and were faithful. I didn’t see it because I had such a need for him. He made me second and third guess myself. And chances give were well into inability to recall, and I still do it to this day and I still would probably take him back if he asked so yes I think about