I hate that you ruined everybody after you because I realised how much I loved you when nobody makes me feel the way you do. I hate that my heart misses how you made me feel and how it beats for you, how “I try and try but this love never dies or fades.” I hate that I still miss u and see a glimpse of us everywhere no matter how long it’s been. I hate that my heart still longs for you even tho we were toxic till the end simply because you made me feel like home and I miss you.