I wanted a lot of things. I wanted to draw, i wanted to animate, i wanted to be a scientist, i wanted to 3D model. I picked up a pencil and i barely draw, at least i didnt quit on it. I used blender for a bit. I just stopped one day. I realised i dodnt want to be a scientist. I realised i didnt have enough drive to be an animator. I even stopped lerning German for now. Time. Theres never enough time for everything i want. If i want to do one thing i have to give up another. i dont want that