So. I finally did it. My profound inability to communicate adequately has managed to piss someone off. It was completely unintentional, and I have tried to apologize, but part of me is slowly dying because I don't know if they will accept it, or my explanation for what went wrong.... Or if they will just continue to think I'm a fucking idiot, or worse. Maybe I value other people's opinions too much... Or because of anxiety I need people to think well of me.... I don't know.