The whole day is like a fairy tale. Everything so perfect and good. Great grandchildren running around, laughing, and screaming, and having a ball. Hour after hour the dream went on. But then, the reality that I won't feel that special, that loved again for another year and when I see them again they will be different came crashing in and wiped away all the joy I felt Thanksgiving day. Now I need time to readjust my emotions to cover the loss of this special time