When you trust YOURSELF, you realise you have the power to not be affected by anyone else's lies so the choice is always yours.

It's a thin sheet of ice, once there's a crack, it doesn't recover. Trust can't be built. It's deteriorates over time yet will also transform into faith over time.

I'm trying right now to trust her again. It's hard because the lies have affected our relationship like a virus. She didn't cheat on me but she has not been honest with me for years. Showed no interest in me romantically. I am flesh and blood. I need and want to feel special again. Everyday she's checked out, I am starting to lose feelings for her.. The longer she's checked out the more resentment builds barriers between us. We are trying to work on this. I don't trust her yet but can again