That's such a common feeling, and I feel you. It's like, I don't know, I don't have THOSE special interests- why can't people have special interests like.. mine? Or.. Well, I am friendly and approachable, but in a quirky way, so the friendly and approachable NTs dislike that. It's like a lose-lose. But really, it's about finding your tribe. And well, it's just not so easy, you know? But I think it's worth the wait, worth the work, worth it.