Fear. How much scare we would be handling her alone without the presence of the nurses and the doctors who were just a call bell away for the first 3 days. They discharged us on the 4th day and expected us just leave with this teeny tiny human being and keep it alive? Heloo!!? Yeah these were mine and my husbands thoughts on the day we got discharged. Scared. Postpartum is scary. Esplly when it's your first time.