I feel like that sometimes, especially at night when I’m alone in my room. I had someone that gave me their love for 22 years and now that I’m ME, that love is gone and the hole that’s left is filled with longing, fear and despair. I won’t give up though, I’ll find my forever person who’ll love the new me, because I’m awesome and so are you. We are rare and wonderful creatures and it will work out, I’m sure.