Not a kind smile either, the smile that made me want to rip her face off. I don’t want her to have any power over me, but my hurt and anger is just over the top today. Most days, I can look past it and just keep acting like she’s dead to me. It’s so confusing because I know her so well. Part of me feels pity, and sometimes I mentally wish her well. I truly cared for her and she was my best friend. It’s like my brain/heart can’t just forget that. Other days I want to destroy her 2/3