My bestie of 35 yrs is dying and I can’t get through an hour without crying 💔. I’m shattered for her, her family, her friends . I’m shattered for me 💔. I’m praying for her comfort & peace yet I’m devastated beyond belief. I’m up at 2-3am every day sobbing and waiting for the text or call . I don’t know how to do this ….F*%k Cancer heartbroken