My condolences 💐, I’m soooo very sorry for your loss! I’ll keep you in prayer 🙏. I lost my mom to natural causes in 2016. I miss her everyday. But I know now she’s in a better place. You heal when your ready not when everyone else tells you to. Because after my mom passed I didn’t talk to anyone for a year. After my father passed when I was 10 she was all I had as a parent. Pray 🙏 about it every day. The healing ❤️‍🩹 takes time.