Grief This post is also about anxiety. My family and I have an Orange Tabby named Peanut. He’s getting up there, almost 18 years. He’s been having the beginnings of old cat kidney issues, but hardly eats the special kidney food he’s given. Yesterday and today apparently he’s been constipated and puking. I don’t know how else to say this: I DON’T KNOW IF I CAN SUFFER ANOTHER LOSS in my life! With my mom’s death this has already been the worst year. I can’t stop crying