Update on my doctor: she found out I did have another bottle (I think I've ordered 3 in total over the year, she thought it was 2), and that I was not hoarding pills. Sent an email saying basically 'hahaha my bad ooopsie'. I spent 1 day crying and coming to terms with not having access to the meds. Tbh I don't think she deserves me as a paying client after all the grief she's caused for zero reason.