Aku xmampu la idup mcm asiah, i just want to go back at home without thinking “apa lagi dia nak buat” apa lg die nk tipu” apa lg masalah ni. “ duit apa pulak die tipu aku”. I had panic attack dlm kete bila fkir nak balik rumah. Bcos it was too painful to go back home. My children was the only reason. I had to shield them for all the pain. It was so tiring and consuming. Betapa hancurnya aku smpi aku rasa yg hidup sepahit dan susah itu adalah da ckup bagus dh. Bullshit sgguh