Childlesss not by choice. But maybe by choice? I wasn’t sure I wanted kids, I had an idea of time, expense, and the toll they took on relationships. Then I met my husband and we decided to try. After many years, we moved on to fertility treatments, on our 4th round we were pregnant with twins. Until we miscarried. Two more unsuccessful attempts followed. Now after a hysterectomy 2 weeks ago due to chronic, often debilitating pain I was experiencing, what’s next? I feel lost.