Why the fk do I get choked up during the court hearing? I hate myself sometimes for doing shit like this knowing deep down that person feels nothing for me anymore. Really hope it was a happy day for her. Getting relinquished of my last name, gaining her maiden name back. I’m blessed everything was mutual and civil. Other than the emotional part. I don’t believe the emotional aspect to be mutual. I guess this is the tie that is now being cut with golden scissors. Time to sell the house.