I am so sorry for your loss .We had a little dog named Maggie for 18 years and had to make this sad decision she was sick with 1a tumour.I could not stay in the house after, the house was too empty so after two months of pain and tears I said to my husband I can't live we no dog in the house so we went to get 1 maltipoo and came back with 2 it's been 2 years and they are so cute and cuddely no regret not to say I don't miss Maggie but it help the healing goods luck. 🐶