It's a feeling of emotional, mental strain and weight that no one can understand unless you've lived it. The weight the pressure the worry the concern the fear of the unknown the day and hours leading into an oncologist visit. It's different from scanxiety it's different from leading into a procedure or surgery, it's almost like a hidden burden because you know unless they've sat there it's impossible to truly understand. I hate this, chemo everyone understands it brings @coloncancercoalition