First proper selfie in months. I confess… sometimes I wonder if I was not pretty enough for him to stay. Sometimes I wonder if he really meant it when he would call his beautiful Sarzana. And then I remember, it was probably….just the facade and the idealization phase. Otherwise he would have cared when I’d cry and beg him to not scream right into my face because it would cause me panic attacks, right? He would have cared if he really loved me, right? Narcissism Threads