Wiz here. I'm really struggling, everybody. I reached out to my therapist, and I haven't heard back yet. I am in dire need of talk therapy again, don't know exactly how to proceed anymore with feeling victimized at my job, and I'm haunted by self-doubt and negative perception. Depression is really a bitch, but right now, it's reaching a depth I haven't felt in years. I'm not a physical danger to myself - I'd never do to my kids what my mom did to me - but this weight is so heavy. SAD sucks.