I get it, but to me it’s all relative. I moved here from Maine, which is a wonderful place….but it’s considerably colder and it gets dark even earlier. If you moved here from a warmer, sunnier climate, I can see how it can be rough. It’s the lack of light that makes the difference. I’d see about booking a trip to Southern California or Mexico, getting a SAD light…and just getting out even if the weather kind of sucks. That really helps me. I hope you can figure out a way to make it work.