I don't usually vent about anything on social media, ever, but I just realized that tomorrow is my birthday and I didn't even get anything to make a special dinner or a cake. I suffered the biggest heartbreak of my life this week, and it's really hitting me harder than I like to admit, so I guess there isn't much to celebrate, especially when I would just be alone in doing so. I don't even know what the point of posting this is. I just woke up crying and don't have anyone to talk to anymore 💔