My attitude toward the world is in need of adjustment. My feelings of worth are low. I am continuing to do the things I know that need to be done that no one else stepped up to do for my loved one. I don't always feel loving but I wear a loving face. I am exhausted and fight against my ADHD, autism and CPTSD that shame and fear often try to call symptoms of character flaws and moral shortcomings. And I am still stuck, frozen in a nonfunctioning emotional state.