Current mind is picturing what his life in new York is going to be like what his next boyfriend is going to be like when I should be picturing mine. Not that I shouldn't wish him well in his next chapter after 12 years together, but I honestly have no idea what I want my next chapter to look like. I'm noticing it's very hard to move forward while we still live together and I don't know how well Ima be functioning at the end of the lease. DivorceThreads