Cried reading this because I'm autistic and that's what makes me susceptible to abuse personally. And as much as I love being autistic and wouldn't change it for the world, sometimes being aware that maybe if I wasn't autistic I hadn't been through so much, weights a lot on me... Hadn't thought about it from a resilience point of view but reading your thread just lifted some of that weight off of Thank you ❤️‍🩹