That's an excellent description. ❤️

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Recognised being homesick for a home I never knew, my whole life. Don't know what to do with that.

That is the best definition I have ever heard, I am always longing for peace inside me but never finding it

Wow, yes. I never had a home. A place to live, parents then renting and lodging - always in other peoples houses. But not a home. I crave it

It is possible to grieve for something you never had. When my mom died i grieved for my childhood. Same w my dad. I never had a safe place w unconditional love so I made that happen for my kids. It helps tremendously but doesn’t touch what wasn’t there for me.

Oooooooooooof

Idk 🤷‍♀️ what home is for me. I just know that I need to find it. Maybe it is the past where I actually felt safe. When my brother was still alive, where my grandparents were lived. My grandparents provided me a space that waa safe. All I know is that I need to find a place where “home” exists .

I’m feeling nostalgia for my family of origin hard this season. But if they were alive, I’d stay the hell away as if they were radioactive. WTF?

I have a saying on my bad days… I just want to go home. And I haven’t quite figured out what I even mean since I could be standing in my house when I say it. Odd. This really resonated. Might have to turn this one into a song! Thanks for the inspiration!!