I can relate to this: art perfectionism. I'm really bad with digital art, so I'd always prefer doing things manually. Painting, illustrating, doing calligraphy. I plan very carefully before I do anything on paper. Just to minimize mistakes and errors. The thing with me is, I just enjoy this process. I enjoy being meticulous. Maybe that was why I became an auditor and accountant in the first place? But eventually I'm more drawn to a creative path.