You’ve described a fear I unlocked at 6 years old and haven’t been the same since.

Sometimes i cry myself to sleep knowing i will not be here forever & my kids pain they would feel

Sending love, my parents are gone. Document them...record their story...record your story. That lives on forever...these bodies are very short term but energy is endless.

I had this same thought recently, it’s so scary and can be consuming, tried to write a poem about it and hope it will also give you some comfort ❤️ “The Weight of Time” At 3 a.m., the silence speaks, Of fleeting days, of fragile weeks. Watching them age, it’s hard to bear, The love we hold, the weight we share. The thought of endings feels so vast, A shadow cast by time too fast. But every tear that softly falls, Holds echoes of their loving calls. (Part 1) ⬇️

I understand how you feel. 😢

I watched series Light shop today. Feeling your words more now

I understand 💯how your thinking 💕

Beware of how far down the rabbit hole you go with this. There are no real answers for what you are looking for except from within you. It happens, you live through it. Dont dwell on things you have no control over.

Try psilocybin mushrooms. No more fear of death

It is a hard pill to swallow, but try to enjoy and make the best memories with them