Letting myself be in my feels before I shake it off and start my day. Out of everyone I know, only one person wished me a happy new year and it’s some dude I fucked with years ago who won’t leave me alone. Ngl, kind of stings. I shouldn’t let it bother me but it reinforces the belief that I’m invisible. That I’m not someone worth thinking about. Ok self, put it in your thoughts journal and move on. You’re the only one who can hurt your feelings with your unrealistic expectations.