i would leave if you asked me to. but you would forever stay in my heart. i would tell you to leave me so that you spare yourself from me. i would cry silently and feel the little daggers piercing through my heart after i tell you to leave me. you wouldn’t realize the impact of why i would ask you to leave me and it’s okay, allow me to spare you. i would be sparing you from myself. i want you to know that even after i told you to leave, that i did it out of love, not out of hatred.