It took me a long time and plenty of mistakes to have a spiritual awakening and once I did it all started coming together. The biggest challenge is I’m human. Which really is only a challenge when I want to go against the grain of my will and my way of thinking. God has always been with me, even in my darkest moments, but when I humbly asked for gods help it was then and there that god lifted me up and then gave me the strength to pick my self up