I just want to figure it all out already 🥺. I’m not young anymore, WHAT am I supposed to be doing? WHAT is my goal and purpose and why do I feel so stagnant like all these years and I’ve gotten nowhere? So much work and time and effort but So unaccomplished STILL and like a failure on several levels? Repeatedly. Like fuck already… I feel like I need to go on a vision quest or some shit 🤦🏽‍♀️