I hate today. I hate it for two reasons. One. You should never have gained your wings, it broke me to see you still inside me, your heart no longer beating. But I’d felt you or what I thought was you for the past month, it wasn’t. It was Eden. It was such a bitter sweet feeling. I wanted to cry, which I did. I wanted to scream. I didn’t want to be in that hospital any longer. I had no choice though, Eden needed to be safe. I spent the next 5/6 months hating myself. My pregnancy, I didn’t -

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幾秒內	Emily Cerys emilycerysxo	enjoy one bit of it. I regret not cherishing those moments for Edens sake but I was keeping my head a float. Despite what I was being told. I wanted to be with my baby, I knew I needed to be there for Eden and my other two of course, and it made it so hard. I felt guilty for being happy and guilty for being sad. Even now I wish you were here baby, I wish I never had to say goodbye or see that tiny coffin. I wish you stayed alive in me, I wanted to bring you home with your sister. And no doubt -
19 小時內	Merry Me merrymarysgarden	My dear you sound like you are in the middle of a slow motion break down. My mother lost the pregnancy before me. I am a much loved rainbow baby. Now, I have a rainbow baby of my own. I asked my Mom once, how did you get over losing my unborn sister while she was still in your body? She looked at me matter of fact calm and said, “I didn’t. But I learned to walk with it.” Her words helped me when it came my turn “to walk with it”. I feel for you. Sending Blessings. 👼🏻 🕊️