I really just want to feel safe- mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually, and sexual-ly with my future husband rn. I want to feel his warmth enveloping me in his love for me. His presence my shield and my protection. His leadership and his calm, yet joyful demeanor makes me soft and all of my femininity activated. I'm tired of having to protect myself in masculine energy. I really just want to be Princess and allow the man to adore me.